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Self Explanitory [29 Nov 2010|10:12pm]
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[15 Apr 2009|12:10pm]
I'm a smart girl. I'm capable of figuring it out on my own. =)
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[13 Apr 2009|10:57pm]
I feel no desire to go into detail.

I don't want my actions to be out in the open anymore. I've done some things lately that I would rather not share with anyone, and you know what? That's okay. I'm okay with them, and I don't need the approval or the negative reaction of anyone else.

Yay growing up.
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[13 Apr 2009|03:49pm]
I gotta learn to love being alone again. I think I need it to be healthier.
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[24 Feb 2009|03:31pm]
I need to start giving myself some credit.

I am valuable and intelligent. I am talented, and I am a good friend.

Not everything I do is a mistake, but when I make mistakes it is okay.

I am lucky.
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Illuminating. [14 Jan 2009|01:02pm]
Well last night was... fun... and fucking difficult.
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[07 Jan 2009|12:03am]
Feel a bit better today.

I just need to remove myself from all the thoughts and emotions and memories and keep in mind that I am a separate entity from them, one that is stable and good, one that I am happy with.

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS! [25 Dec 2008|10:13am]


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I like being home. [22 Dec 2008|02:53pm]
Since I've been back home I've felt pretty awesome.

I am amazingly proud of myself for finally standing up for myself and expressing how much Jay hurt my feelings. He cared enough to talk to me about it for an extended period of time about it (via E-mail) and having said something and had it turn out so well is really refreshing. I think I'll be more likely to express myself next time.

I'm learning, and that is all I can ask of myself.

I don't feel so ugly anymore. I think the Oxy atmosphere and being around people that I felt were taking advantage of me and then treating me like crap had an enormous effect on me. Just coming back and spending time with people who don't make me feel that way has made SUCH a difference. I actually feel happy. Oxy must be really toxic.

I'll make it better next semester.

I know the people in my life care about me a lot. I just need to believe in myself more. I need to know I'm never wrong for feeling a certain way and stop getting so down on myself. I'm a really good person, and I deserve to know that.

Pictures because I feel like itCollapse )
2 fellow snow lovers let it snow?

[21 Dec 2008|04:28pm]

Yeah, that's pretty much it.
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First night of winter break. [13 Dec 2008|11:38pm]
I wish I could do something productive.
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Cuteness [11 Dec 2008|09:15pm]
I've been buying the PERFECT presents for people lately and getting the perfect ones too.

My friend Sarah bought me these adorable bow earrings with a matching bow necklace. SO ME! My friend Liz got me cute fish earrings and this great white scarf. I found great tights for myself and a cardigan.

I got my sister some pretty off-white flats, my mom a red pea-coat, and my dad an Occidental college Alumni hat.

For my friends...Collapse )

Aww... I love the season of gift giving!
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I am okay. [08 Dec 2008|03:56pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Sarah is pretty insistent that I talk to Jay about what happened. Maybe she's right. Maybe I should.

My test went okay. Surprisingly enough, I knew most of the answers. That's how I felt about it last time too though, and I got a C. If I don't do well on this one I'm just going to send my teacher the 18-page study guide I made for this fucking thing, proving to him that I studied and that it's his test that is stupid, not me.

I'm getting really sick of Amber's bullshit. I'm just not going to talk to her for a while if it needs to come to that. She is making me so damn angry. Today she asked me if I would read through her essay and edit it. I happen to be quite practiced at writing philosophical essays, and she needs some real help because she is not very good at forming coherent sentences. I am happy to help, regardless of the fact that I have finals to study for as well, but she just has not been very nice to me lately. Not only that, but she expects me to come all the way down to the library to read through it for her. If she wants help, she can bring her damn essay to me. That is it.

Fuck everyone. Seriously. I'm doing things my way from now long. If they don't like it, then they can say so. I may or may not choose to give a shit.

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[26 Nov 2008|11:28pm]
Home is nice.

I like being able to sit around and play old video games with my little sister. It reminds me that simple things still really are that much fun.

Life is pretty good.
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OM-freaking-G. [19 Aug 2008|09:19pm]
You will not believe this.

Randomly running into the ex.Collapse )
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How we were. [10 Jun 2008|06:43pm]
[ mood | confused ]

A conversation we had online a day or two after his big breakdown. Probably in Mid-February...

So as not to kill your friend's pageCollapse )

So I advised him on how to talk to his parents.
He lives with his parents and chooses to own two cars which he can barely make the payments on rather than move out. He wasn't getting along very well with them due to all the above mentioned reasons. He tried to convince them to give him some money a few days before this, and it ended with them not speaking...
After talking with me and taking my advice he tried to reason with them again, using my tactics. By the end of their conversation, not only were they speaking again, his parents started giving him extra money on a regular basis.

Do you see they dynamic? Do you see how we were with each other?

There is a reason why I'm posting this, of course. I want to lay out how everything began so I can get across just how fucked up the rest of it was. It simply doesn't make sense.

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[13 Aug 2007|09:39pm]

Man I feel like an idiot for being gone for so long. I just never come back in fear that I will tell you all that I am "oficially back" only to leave again. I am a bad internet friend. =(
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[23 Jun 2007|02:50pm]
Today I feel good. That is what matters.
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[20 Jun 2007|11:32am]
[ mood | bouncy ]


Here I come to save the day! Woot and a half!
How goes it among all of you livejournians in the world? I am currently very pleased because all of my friends have come back into town from school. Huzzah! Ta dah! I am not friendless after all.

Now... I need to purchase a new memory card for my camera... hmm...


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[28 May 2007|05:51pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

"There are people whom one appreciates immediately and forever. Even to know they are alive in the world is quite enough."
-Nancy Spain

I read this quote and immediately thought of all my livejournal friends who have been so caring and thoughtful, even during my roughest patches. To all of you, thank you.

Thank you for being you.
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